fake

i duno when i change my character..
i'm not the real chew mei...
BUT... i'm a fake carmen...
i hate pl being fake...
BUT.. unfortunately...
i.. me... myself is being so damn fake....

if u wanna ask me.. y i wil bcum like tat??
honestly to say tat... i oso duno y...

since when i bcum like tat??
i duno...

i relaly dun even noe when i change my character.. when i bcum so fake...
n wat is the reason make me so fake.. i duno at all....

mayb it wil b a good thing oso...
a brand new carmen...
who oways with a happy face...
no sad.. no tear... no anger.... no feel??
haha... or u can a carmen who oways rude... boyish... stupid or watever bad thing...
the worst ppl in the world....
mayb all is the truth in fact...
but jus add sum extra thing is tat.... i bcum more n more n more fake...

haha.. but my dear qingu.. u all mind to change me bac???
bac to normal chewmei... the real chewmei...
mayb when i facing u all.. i wil bcum normal.. but mayb in here.. i cant b bac...