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yeah!! holiyday!!! nice to hv fun here?? i duno.. mayb i do... but i seriously do hv fun wf frens here... at least v manage to play wf sum of them whose r in final yr.. mayb v stil wil meet in kl... but... the feel is diff.. haa..so.. jus enjoy the time when v stil in perth....

the time jus goes by.. many happen n i duno how to solve it.. everything cum like so sudden... sumtimes like i oso duno how to manage it.. but anyway... thanks god... u gv me alot of best frens.. all frens wil show up when i ned them.. thanks alot!!!! although sum of them r not bside me.. but... seriously. when i listen to their voice.. i feel so warm.. n jus like they jus sit bside me...
mayb it onli jus few simple 哈啦 words... but its really enuf...

although i'm not a christian.. not methodist... not very sincere in buddhist... but.. i stil ned to say.. thanks all the gods.... u all realy treat me nice. although sumthin has happen. but at least.. u stil wil sent frens to me.. i can say tat i'm so lucky...

bside tat.. u oso let me born in a sweet n warm family... although v all jus like a crazy family... but is enuf.. i m so proud to b 1 of them... thanks..

finish......

FINISH!!! all the exams were finish!!! its DONE!!!
shud b happy.. but.. .i'm not really happy wf tat.. cos i did badly in tat.. i'm so scare abt the result... oh god.. WORRIED....

during the exam period... i'm really appreciate wat u did... thanks alot... really encourage me alot.. n thanks tat u support me... n blief me... mayb u jus treat as a normal fren.. or u already used to it... but seriously appreciate it.. THANKS....

n my dear dear (pen pen)... thansk to listen me talk sum crap n those stupid complain abt the exam.. thansk... really happy to say it out to u.. haha... u r my serious dear dear.. mucks...

SULA... u all bad la.. got anythign oso dunwan tel me.. i wan to tel u all. leh.. but... haih...jus mayb too much thing wanna tel.. but i jus cant say it out... duno how to express it.. n soonly. i forgot abt it... haha... but is a good thing.. i forgot it.. so i wont bother anyone rite.. haa... cheers... mayb i really is a sula... n i did a good job in it.. haha... as the smallest... i consider very geng rite...

after the exam... i viewed bac all my pics.. those ns... sec skl.. primary skl... stjohn... colls..
but... i found out tat.. i m so so so so miss my sec skl life.... n ns life... although ns onli take 3 months... but seriously... FUN... TAC rulez........ yeah.. i'm gonna MISS it...

n... my sec skl... of cos i'm MISS IT SO SO SO MUCH.... its so important in my life... without u al.. without me... mayb got abit OVER... but is truly from my heart.... seriously APPRECIATE wat u all gv me... n thanks god tat i found u all...

of cos for my coll frens... i appreciate u all too.. (although not all oso bully me...) hah.. but seriously.. thanks u all too... UMA... thanks for telling me tat... v r same level wf ravi.. haha... cos u wil tel us watever important.. thanks...

i cant wait to go bac m;sia n hang out wf u all!!!! meanwhile.. TAKECARE ya... mucks....

无奈

我应该在赶 project 而不是在这里。。。 可是。。。 我真的提不起精神去做了。。。怎么做都算不了答案。。。真的想死啊。。。 真的很无奈啊。。。

当我来这里之前。。。去了我的space 看了以前的照片。。。我真的真的很想回到以前。。。那个无忧无虑的小学。。。生活过得非常充实的中学。。。我真的很想回去！！！ 我非常想念你们。。。 尤其是那个温暖又亲切的避风港~~~医疗室(1st aid room).... 真的很神奇。。。 去到那里。。 烦恼很快就不见了。。。

当然。我也很想念当时。。。F4 + manager 的时代。。。 相约去看电影。。。这些东西。。。应该很难在一起做了吧。。就算在一起。。。 当时的气氛。。。应该都没有了。。。

其实我也不知道我的心里在想什么。。。只是就得很复杂。。。可是又不知怎么说。。。 连我自己也不知道即应该怎样。。。 是压力？？ 还是害怕？？？ 或者想要逃避呢？？？ 我真的不知道。。。

时间毫不留情的飞逝。。。。 project due date 越来越接近。。考试更离我不远。。。如果世界真的有神明。。。　那请你保佑我吧。。。让我更专心去应付我的课业。。。其他事就让它搁在某个角落。。。等我放下我课业的包袱时。。。再回去慢慢整理它吧。。

秋冬离我而去。。。换来的是春夏。。。这个季节。。。会是个美好的季节吗？？？
既来之。。。则安之。。。　加油吧！！！

physical... mentally....everything

physical.. mentally... everything is so so tired...
i duno i can stand til when.... but.. jus.... i wil try my best....

jus.. everything cum 2gether...
everythign is cum until so sudden....
everythign is jus like killing me....
i really scare i cant cope with it.... but i noe tat.. there is no one can help me.. n i ned to lean on myself!!! n fight for it....

it's the time...

it's the time to let it go.... dun jus wallow in it... wake up!!!!
open ur big eyes!!!! the revolution of earth stil running.... everything stil the same...
class is stil on... exam is cumin soon... ur life is stil upgoing...
project's due r around the corner... work is waiting for u!!!
but the different thing is.... the time wil jus go forward... it wont go backward or even stop there to wait for u....
it wil only happen in movie or fairy tales....
in reality... IT WONT!!!

wat u ned to do is to update urself... cos if u dun.. u wil jus washout by the social.... n fell behind... n there is no one can help u.... u r the only one who can help u....
n u mus trust urself tat... u can make it!!! no matter how hard it is... u wil stil can handle it...
b confident to urself....

mayb it realy ned sum time to cover everything.. but.... u mus trust urself tat u can make it!!!
no one wil help u in tat... onli u.. urself... b strong!!!!
open ur heart n forgot the pass.... the whole new world is waiting for u....

FIGHTING!!!

王力宏 - 爱错

北风毫不留情 把叶子吹落
脆弱的它他选择的逃脱
叶子失去消息 风才感觉寂寞
整个冬天 北风的痛没人能说
我从来没想过 我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错
我 从哪里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过

翻开回忆角落 完美的生活
以为幸福都可以掌握
仔细回味当初那个故事背后喔
原来是我 犯下从没真的爱错
我从来没想过我会这样做
从来没爱过 所以爱错
我 从那里起飞 从哪里降落
多少不能原谅的错却不能从来过...

在这伤了你的世界 喔...找不会那些感觉
其实我不想 道别 那些过去
我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过 (从来没有爱过那么认的)
我从那里起飞 从那里降落(降落)
多少不能原谅的错却不能从
我从来没想过 我会这样做 从来没爱过(爱过)所以爱错(所以爱错)
从那里起飞(爱错 爱错 爱错baby) 从那里降落
多少不能原谅的错 请你原谅我的爱错

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jus finish my midterm... is really tiring...
but the hardest part jus start~~~~~ PROJECT!!!
i got 3 project waiting for me.. n 1 assignment.. which due on dis fri.. omg!!!!
STRESS man!!!!

but... duno y.. dis few days... my feeling jus like playing me... or wanna make fun wf me... i jus cant stop my mind.......... Y!!!!

i chat a lot wf my 1 of my hsemate.. v share our own thing... n it really make my mind goin crazy.... i noe i cant think like tat.. i ned to stop myself. i cant b so selfish.... i ned to let it go!!!!
but... y... i jus cant do it....

mayb is the time prob... i noe while time flies by... everything wil b fine.... god pls bless me.... n i wil try my best...