1st of april

happy april fool...

hah..... but at the same time.. its already 1 month... huh... so fast... haa.. time really flies...

nth can say much.... jus hope everyday is a happy day....

今天的你。。特别可爱。。。


~~林峰-爱在记忆中找你~~

默哀

请大家默哀一分钟吧。。。
刚刚接到我好姐妹的通知。。。他未来岳父移民了。。。
是一种解脱吗???可能是。。。可能不是。。。
对他来说。。。 可能是一种解脱。。。可是也是一种遗憾吧。。。
未能达成自己的愿望。。。就要提早跟这花花世界道别。。。
人死不能复生。。。节哀顺变。。这些话真的有用吗？？？可能有。。。因为它们都是安慰语。。。 不可忽略的。。可是。。真的有效吗？？？

请大家一定要好好爱惜自己的身体。。。别抽烟。。。少喝酒。。。。

assignmentsssss

assignmentss!!!! y those lecturer jus like to gv assignments to students???
y the assignments jus wil increase n wont decrease???? y is it non-stop... y is it continuous!!!
W-H-Y!!!........is dis wat v called 3rd yr degree life???
NO!!! i dunwan.... it's jus like killing me!!!!!
i already let dis stupid assigns torture me til my limit.... everyday did the same thing!! i'm goin to mad!!! CRAZY!!!!
everyday go lec... go tut... bac home.. open laptop.. start assign... do tut... y my life is so so so so repeated!!!! S-I-E-N~~~~
the same topic ned to face it for few weeks... after change another new topic but it wil b the most likely similar.... omg!!!! wat life is this.... 1st time hope tat i can sit for final.. better thn my life jus full of assigns.... but sumtimes it oso nice.. at least no ned study n memorise for those complicated formula... haih....
LIFE JUS GO COMPLICATED!!!! wat can i do????
ans : NOTHING!!!
as a stuednt... i can jus accept dis reality... n do it.... no matter how boring.. how frustrated.. how sick m i.. i stil ned to face it!!!!! but thanks god.. i stil got u all bside me.. to support me.. if not.. i'm really getting piss off 1 day... thanks.... d---.... thanks for cheer me up all the time.. haha.... mucks~~

but gals.. u noe... i seriously very very miss kuen cheng!!!! but too bad.. when ibac tat time. it already not the familiar kc for me.. cos its renovating nw... n i so so miss my kc GIRLS high skl... i luv u all!!!!!!!!! altho the old campus already gone. but i blief.. our frenship wil never ever gone rite!!!!! kuen cheng GIRLS high school rocks!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks

thanks kendrick!! ahah... tanks for ur smal pooh.. wahaha....

my newhsemate @ my new buddies..~~ kendrick...
y'day he won 2 mini pooh in his game... when he bac tat time.. i was goin crazy... cos i saw my dearest pooh.. haha.. n i was jus playing wf him n took his pooh.. but after tat i gv him bac..
a while later.. he realy gv me the pooh... cos he say he got 2 n he gv me 1~~~~!!!
kendrick!!! u r so so nice.. haa.. thanks alot ya.. nex time dun bully u tat much la k.. haa. bully abit la.. wahha.. thanks thanks....

d---... dun jealous o... haha.....

decision

i duno i got make wrong decision or wat.. but... jus hope dun hv...
mayb all the ppl wil say dis is stupid n a wrong decision... but.. i jus make it...
mayb i wil regret some time later.. but at least for nw.. i dun hv.. n really thanks for sum of u guys.... tat u all willing to support me.. thanks...

i oso hope it wil last 4ever... n sorry for being so selfish...... so sorry....


but 1st/2nd of march... it is a memorial day... thanks.... i oso wil nvr forget dis day.. thanks.. mucks...

距离

距离。。。
距离是什么呢？？？
是从A 地到 B 地的路程吗？？？
还是身高或年龄的差距？？？

距离跟爱情又有什么关联吗？？？
很多人都说距离跟爱情碰头时....多数会以分手为结局.... 这就是我们常说的远距离恋爱
难道近距离恋爱就不会吗？？？
可是。。。不是有很多成功的远距离恋爱情侣吗？？？

据我所知。。。最难经营的爱情并不是路程的距离。。或者年龄/身高的差距。。。
而是。。心的距离。。。
最让人痛心的莫过于你爱的人。。。并不是爱你的人。。。
陈小春不是有首歌叫做 《我爱的人》。。。
起初并不觉得什么。。。当听到林宥嘉唱《我爱的人》和《到不了》。。。感触却很深。。。是因为什么呢？？？
是因为他唱得太好？？ 我不知道。。。只是觉得很感动。。。
相爱的人不能在一起。。。是命运？？是报应？？还是诅咒？？？

最近的我想很多。。。是因为还没开课而胡思乱想？
还是因为那些话的关系？？ 还是我的愧疚心在作祟呢？？
有人可以把我的心或脑换掉吗？？？？
又或者可以叫我应该如何做呢？？？
如果不是因为有那些事发生。。 我应该不会想那么多吧。。
我的心应该往哪走呢？？？
睡醒一觉后。。。会变得不一样吗？？？

bac...

it's been a long time i din log in here.... duno y... i dun even wil feel to miss here.. y??
mayb bcos i'm bac to kl n i meet up all my dear qingu... tat's y i dun ned to b here to release my feel.. i think so...

seriously i very appreciate the time tat i'm in kl... i feel i'm so glad to born in kl... huh.. is it a bit siao?? or kuar cheong?? but i'm serious....

when i meet up wf my 10 sis.. ah ma.. masta.. bing bing.. lichee..sook yee.. xiang yun n ah looi.. my life start to light up again.. its really amazing.... i feel tat!!! when i'm wf them.. my life jus like bac to sec skl... the time v work 2gether in stjohn...play.. crazy 2gether n do watever.... although i cant meet up wf chia lee (duno how is she nw.) lising( duno when she willing to meet us up.. but wat i wan to say is.. no matter how u change.. u r stil my close frens... cos the time v pass 2gether r cant b forgotten)... n oso my sec skl kuen cheng girls high school already in the progress of renovation.... my beautiful "si he yuan" r gone... but... i noe tat.. the old KC stil in out heart.. n it wil nvr dissappear no matter wat....

2ndly, i meet up wf fifi n goh chai chai.. wow.. its great... v did a meaningfull thing... v went to orphan hse.. org cacat hse... n many many.. its so meaningful!!! n of cos... v help goh chai chai to bought few cloths!!! n oso fi's skirt!!! of cos cant forget is the nex day... v all like 伤残人士.. whole body pain like hell.. but v stil very happy. isnt it... the nex time v meet.. duno how many yrs... cos fi wil goin to uk in sept... n left goh chai chai alone in uk. nvm.. v got webcam!!! hehe... PROMISE YA.. MEET IN WEBCAM!!!

3rdly... of cos very hapy to meet bac my SEGi buddies!!! when i met up wf uma.. she praise me o.. n v talk alot. haa.. hope tat v stil got lot of time to meet up the nex time!!! bside tat.. oso get to met up wf a fatty wei hong... (ppl bac from uk dy.. but ar.. bcum very perasan dy.. oways praise himself very thin!! cheh!!) haha.. although cant meet paikshan... cheeseong.. yeh shyang...jay.. geengfoo(heard tat he hilang diri) n emily..ashley n others... but i'm stil glad sum of them willing to meet me (so touch!!!)... alan, alex, chee thong, wing kiat, leong kuan, n of cos stil got the gam yu lo uncle thean la.. haa.... tat day v spend sum time to chit chat!! n oso thanks to them!!! i get to noe how to play CS in cc.. wow... i'm a genius. cos i manage to kill ppl o!!! wahaha... wing kiat!! u r the 1st ppl let me kill.. wahaha.. thanks thanks... n of cos the stupid uncle thean!! aim to kil me onli!! hng~~ or shud say. all aim to kil me!!! onli leong kuan n alan r the best!!! help me to play!! wahaha.. yeah!!! after tat stil let uncle cheat me... say he hungry.. but. cheh... make me fat onli!!! cheh cheh cheh!!!

but time jus like flying.. those happy time wil end up very fast... jus like nw... i already bac to aus... n. duno when onli can go bac n meet them up... n of cos!!1 time really not enuf for me.. cos i stil got alot frens haven meet up.. like sui kiat... kok wai.. cheng han n many of them.. haih.. wasted!!! nex time mus bac earlier n get more time to meet!!!

n of cos i really thanks n appreciate.. on the last day in kl.. got a sor lo stil willing to go airport.. but too bad... ppl dunwan show face up... wat to do... but seriously thanks n i'm so touch leh!!! take care loo... n of cos. i wont forget tat i got a very very nice contract waiting for me de o... dun regret!! haha....

all my qingu!!! i ned to b bac the new carmen here... but.. when wf u all.. i'm stil the one.. haa... thanks u all... wait for me ok.. i wil b bac 1 yr later.... hah....mucks!!!!