beh tahan

i serious beh tahan!!! y the ppl ned to be so FAKE!!! can sumone pls tel me y... W-H-Y~~

since v already stay 2gether.. hsemate ok... dun so fake... cant she jus b back ownself... jus like how she live in her family?? or is she always so fake even in her family?? seriuosly beh tahan.. n ridiculous thing is i still ned to pretend very close and nothing... like i dont mind anything.. omg.. jus tel me why.. or i shud beg her to be bac herself?? 1stly say tat she dun like the toys here.. n thn she dun seem like very enjoy the olympic and the 5 dolls... but nw.. is my fault for not bringing tat 5 dolls for her... n blame i din tel her about the new toys in happy meal... gosh.. i'm not her who.. wth i noe wat she wan or wat she ned... even my damn best frens i oso din do such thing.. i'm not her mother or her lover.. not even guardian!! dun expect wat i oso wil do..

do u feel tat u really so stress?? thn do i ned to commit suicide?? jus only got 1 assign thn keep complain headache n dis n tat.. thn wat shud i do? i even got more thn u... get ppl's attention not using dis way... n it is not work wf us... if u wanna show.. jus to ur bf.. he wil care of u.. v wil take care u... but not CARE.. like how a bf or mother treat... yucks..

memory

duno y 2day jus feel like wanna go frenster to view fren's profile.. n i realise that... everything seem like keep on changing... no matter is our appearance or character, personality... sooner or later... wil it b frenship??? i hope not...

but while i view bac the photo.. it really bring me bac to the past time... n i was really gladful that i hv a chance to meet up n hang ard wf u guys... but due to personal reason.. like study abroad... working.. that will make us hard to meet up... it is getting harder n harder... once a yr only hv the chance to meet up.. or mayb not even once... few yrs once? but i stil hope that v can keep in touch wf each others....

my dearest qingu fifi is goin to uk dis sept... for 2 yrs... n seems like very hard to meet up wf her.. cos when i bac kl she already in uk... hope tat she wil b fine over tere.. n everything fine tere... n my another qingu goh chai chai.. no worries.. i wil go bac n meet up wf u.. hehe.. SULA stil on k...

n for my pen pen... also hard to meet up wf her.. she stil ned to stay in japan for few more yrs.. hope tat dis comin cny v got a chance to meet up... cos i really miss her... take good care ya...

n for my ahma... hehe.. rmb o.. end of the yr v gonna meet up de o.. wf u all the best NC1 first aider... heheh... our 10 sis... duno got chance to meet up again anot.. hehe... take good care lo ^_*... hope the time can pass faster n faster!!! miss u guys...

skl reopen

ding~~ skl reopen lo... happy?? sad?? excited?? busy?? stress?? frustrated??? annoying?? whatever la!! i'm WELL PREPARED!!! come on!!

2day is the 1st day back to class.. i was thinking the lecturers were still in holiday mood n wont teach much.. jus talk abt the unit outline... BUT!!!! i'm wrong!!!

i dunno when the lecturers become super duper triple HARDWORKING!! they really gv lecture!!! for the whole class!!! 2 hrs lec... full-filled 2 hrs!!! onli break for 5 mins!!! gosh!!!! 1st day onli leh!!! how come so seriuos!!! n they taught alot!! not jus few slide..!!! is damn lot!!! siao de!!!

adui!!! only 1st day leh.. where got so fast back to study mood ar!!! MR HARDWORKING LECTURER... alamak... suffering day is comin soon!! the lecture is so so so BORED!!! nak tidur!!! hope i can cope it up n study mood faster come back!!!

n for my dearest uma.. BE STRONG!!! BE TOUGH!!! there is nothing can beat u down k.. n u r not alone... cos v oways here.. u still got us!!! so dun feel lonely k.. i'm sure he wil regret for wat he did... all the best n gudluck in ur studies n work k.... dun worry be happy... ciaoz..

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从早上一直到晚上十一点之前。。。都是我的天。。。因为今天一整天都是开心和充实的美好一天。。。 可是。。好景不长在。。。快乐的时光很快就换来伤心的时段。。。

如果没有让他跟他们去喝茶。。。那问题就不会发生。。为什么我总会让人担心呢？？我也想让人放心啊。。 可是我明明做到的。。却中途杀出个程咬金。。是我的错吗？？？

难得放假。。对于留学半读生。。当然是做工的好机会。。。从昨天开始就已经很幸运了。。拿多了几天的shift。。。可是。。却偏偏在这时。。杀出个程咬金。。。 说了一些话。。让“他”担心。。同时也让“他”阻止了我的计划。。 我只想在这个假期里赚些生活费。。难道是错吗？？ 我都说了。。 我那一区很安全。。就算我到晚上十点多。。伟大的警察们都在附近。。可是却因为程咬金的一番话。。。让“他”对我有点失去信心。。也让“他”觉得自己很没用。。。 可是那一带。。我已经熟到不行了。。 那里安全。。那里危险我都知道了。。遇到什么样的人说什么样的话我都懂了。。 发生事情的机率非常低。。可是。。。haih。。。

从那一刻开始。。 我的心都不知道飘到那里去了。。。开始失去了方向。。真的要这样吗？？

最后的奋斗

就剩下个星期。。。我必须做最后的奋斗！！用尽全力向前爬。。。
路是要自己勇敢的向前走。。不管遇到什么困难都没有人能帮到你！！要加油！！
朋友。。亲人。。知己。。是要来分享快乐。。而不是分享悲伤。。。所以。。 不能依赖！！

no matter how tiring... how suffering.. how torturing.. u stil ned to sustain til the end!!!
DIS IS WAT V CAL UNI LIFE!!!

uni full time student = STUDY.. PROJECT... ASSIGNS.. TEST... EXAM....which enuf to make u sleepless for whole month!!!

study abroad student = STUDY.. PROJECT... ASSIGNS.. TEST... EXAM.... WORKS... which enuf to take ur soul away..

exhausted man!!! is tere anyone willing to help me??? pls use a gun or watever to end my life... i'm so tiring.......

i wish i could go bac to sec skl... altho is impossible.. but.. jus let me dream.. i wish i could go bac to tat 避风港.. sound stupid isnt... but is from my true heart... i already long time din cry b4.. but cant denied... i jus did it last thur nite.... for wat? i duno... emo?? mayb.. but jus wanna release... n nw.. kc renovating.. i dun hv any 避风港.. 梦碎了。。。是时候觉醒了...

fi oways say i wont say out the thing.. i admit... but nw.. even wanan say it out.. i oso cant.. cos.. it's already bcome part of my life n my habit... cant change...

anyway!!! my dearest nc1 ahma... happy 21st b'day wai ling!!!! may all ur wishes come true ya.. i'm waiting for my ah ba leh... n stil waiting for our trip... miss u all so much..

520

fifi!!!! HAPPY 21ST B'DAY!!!!
may all ur wishes come true.. hehe....
altho once again i cant celebrate wf u. but as v promise.. after graduate,... v mus celebrate 2gether every yr k.. haha...
but i wont get to meet for the folowing yr.... but v got WEBCAM!!! haha... mus fully use of it o.. hehe.... i'm so miss u o. fifi.. n goh chai chai oso.. haih. so miss the date tat v oways 2gether....
CHAP GOH MEI rocks!!!

altho dis shud b a happy day.. but due to the UNI LIFE!!! ( assign + pro + exam) make ppl so sick!!! n jus get a bad news tat.. suppose got 4 ppls in the combined project group.. nw.. onli left 2 ppls.. n the worst thing is.... DUE ON FRI!!! n wat kind of ppl of them. nw onli tel us.... n blame us last min work... do v wanna do it last min?? cant she c v stil got others assign n pro which is given continuously... NON STOP works??? CANT SHE???

no matter how... v stil ned to work hard for tat.. altho jus left both of us.. i oso wanna finish it... if individual is ok.. fine.. cos i wont blame myself... but is group pro.. n i dunwan to make ppl in trouble... i wil try my very very best to finish it...

i HATE UNI LIFE!!!!

important day

important day in chen's family.. 4-5-08
REMEMBER LOOO... haha.. cos our little cute n heavy n handsome baby boy r born in chen's family.. waha.... CONGRATULATION BRO N SIS IN LAW!!!

i cant denied it.... the baby boy is so so so FAT!!! but he is HANDSOME too.. u noe y? cos it is chen's family heredity!!! wahaha... cool man!!!1 how nice i'm tere... TT

but... at 2nd of may.. i lost my phone memory stick~~~ m2 micro..
i'm so so so moody n sad... not bcos of the money.. BUT... is those pics!!!!! i cant take it bac anymore... those my bro's wedding... those memorial pics!!!!!!!!!!! gosh man!!!!!
but mayb it hints me... everything ned to start from zero again. forgot the pass...
jus like nw.... new born baby in my family... start a new life for myself.. haha....
but i'm enjoying the life nw.. altho BC... but stil feel nice.....

n HAPPY 21ST B'DAY SIANG YUN!!! haha.. big big gal dy o.... wish all ur dreams wil come true ya.. ^^v