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从早上一直到晚上十一点之前。。。都是我的天。。。因为今天一整天都是开心和充实的美好一天。。。 可是。。好景不长在。。。快乐的时光很快就换来伤心的时段。。。

如果没有让他跟他们去喝茶。。。那问题就不会发生。。为什么我总会让人担心呢？？我也想让人放心啊。。 可是我明明做到的。。却中途杀出个程咬金。。是我的错吗？？？

难得放假。。对于留学半读生。。当然是做工的好机会。。。从昨天开始就已经很幸运了。。拿多了几天的shift。。。可是。。却偏偏在这时。。杀出个程咬金。。。 说了一些话。。让“他”担心。。同时也让“他”阻止了我的计划。。 我只想在这个假期里赚些生活费。。难道是错吗？？ 我都说了。。 我那一区很安全。。就算我到晚上十点多。。伟大的警察们都在附近。。可是却因为程咬金的一番话。。。让“他”对我有点失去信心。。也让“他”觉得自己很没用。。。 可是那一带。。我已经熟到不行了。。 那里安全。。那里危险我都知道了。。遇到什么样的人说什么样的话我都懂了。。 发生事情的机率非常低。。可是。。。haih。。。

从那一刻开始。。 我的心都不知道飘到那里去了。。。开始失去了方向。。真的要这样吗？？

最后的奋斗

就剩下个星期。。。我必须做最后的奋斗！！用尽全力向前爬。。。
路是要自己勇敢的向前走。。不管遇到什么困难都没有人能帮到你！！要加油！！
朋友。。亲人。。知己。。是要来分享快乐。。而不是分享悲伤。。。所以。。 不能依赖！！

no matter how tiring... how suffering.. how torturing.. u stil ned to sustain til the end!!!
DIS IS WAT V CAL UNI LIFE!!!

uni full time student = STUDY.. PROJECT... ASSIGNS.. TEST... EXAM....which enuf to make u sleepless for whole month!!!

study abroad student = STUDY.. PROJECT... ASSIGNS.. TEST... EXAM.... WORKS... which enuf to take ur soul away..

exhausted man!!! is tere anyone willing to help me??? pls use a gun or watever to end my life... i'm so tiring.......

i wish i could go bac to sec skl... altho is impossible.. but.. jus let me dream.. i wish i could go bac to tat 避风港.. sound stupid isnt... but is from my true heart... i already long time din cry b4.. but cant denied... i jus did it last thur nite.... for wat? i duno... emo?? mayb.. but jus wanna release... n nw.. kc renovating.. i dun hv any 避风港.. 梦碎了。。。是时候觉醒了...

fi oways say i wont say out the thing.. i admit... but nw.. even wanan say it out.. i oso cant.. cos.. it's already bcome part of my life n my habit... cant change...

anyway!!! my dearest nc1 ahma... happy 21st b'day wai ling!!!! may all ur wishes come true ya.. i'm waiting for my ah ba leh... n stil waiting for our trip... miss u all so much..

520

fifi!!!! HAPPY 21ST B'DAY!!!!
may all ur wishes come true.. hehe....
altho once again i cant celebrate wf u. but as v promise.. after graduate,... v mus celebrate 2gether every yr k.. haha...
but i wont get to meet for the folowing yr.... but v got WEBCAM!!! haha... mus fully use of it o.. hehe.... i'm so miss u o. fifi.. n goh chai chai oso.. haih. so miss the date tat v oways 2gether....
CHAP GOH MEI rocks!!!

altho dis shud b a happy day.. but due to the UNI LIFE!!! ( assign + pro + exam) make ppl so sick!!! n jus get a bad news tat.. suppose got 4 ppls in the combined project group.. nw.. onli left 2 ppls.. n the worst thing is.... DUE ON FRI!!! n wat kind of ppl of them. nw onli tel us.... n blame us last min work... do v wanna do it last min?? cant she c v stil got others assign n pro which is given continuously... NON STOP works??? CANT SHE???

no matter how... v stil ned to work hard for tat.. altho jus left both of us.. i oso wanna finish it... if individual is ok.. fine.. cos i wont blame myself... but is group pro.. n i dunwan to make ppl in trouble... i wil try my very very best to finish it...

i HATE UNI LIFE!!!!

important day

important day in chen's family.. 4-5-08
REMEMBER LOOO... haha.. cos our little cute n heavy n handsome baby boy r born in chen's family.. waha.... CONGRATULATION BRO N SIS IN LAW!!!

i cant denied it.... the baby boy is so so so FAT!!! but he is HANDSOME too.. u noe y? cos it is chen's family heredity!!! wahaha... cool man!!!1 how nice i'm tere... TT

but... at 2nd of may.. i lost my phone memory stick~~~ m2 micro..
i'm so so so moody n sad... not bcos of the money.. BUT... is those pics!!!!! i cant take it bac anymore... those my bro's wedding... those memorial pics!!!!!!!!!!! gosh man!!!!!
but mayb it hints me... everything ned to start from zero again. forgot the pass...
jus like nw.... new born baby in my family... start a new life for myself.. haha....
but i'm enjoying the life nw.. altho BC... but stil feel nice.....

n HAPPY 21ST B'DAY SIANG YUN!!! haha.. big big gal dy o.... wish all ur dreams wil come true ya.. ^^v

21st

thanks a lot guys!!!! i really appreciate it!!!! i'm serious!!!!
altho i'm not wf all my dearest qingu.. altho v r far apart!!!
BUT.... i stil very thansk u all.. n stil can feel the warmest thing in the world!!! thanks u guys!!!!
i love u all so much!!!!!

altho 21st b'day stil ned to work ... go class.. do assign.. rush for the due.. but.. i stil very enjoy it.. cos i noe.. u all oways by my side...

thean... thasnk for ur b'day card,musiz box,phone chain.... n of cos.. baby pooh.... its really a big surprise for it.... i wil nvr forget it.. thanks.... but no nex time lo... sor lo... MUD

pen pen.... dun think abt tat k... u oways my dearest pen pen.. my dear dear!!! no matter where u r... 朋友不是用这些来衡量的!!

fifi.. goh chai chai!!! thanks alot!! i'm so touch.. goh chai chai wil rmb it!!! so proud!!! fifi.. u bad la... say i'm mitsui poo'i'.... haha.. but thansk alot!!! CHAP GOH MEI rocks!!!

mr long!! thanks ar!!! hehe.... sorry la.. cant accom u in melbourne.. hehe.. but nvm la. i accom. u thru internet!! keke.. take care ya.. dun keep save money n dun eat ar.. mus learn from me.. keep eating!! keke.. thansk mr long!!!
paik shan.. thanks alot for ur flying kiss. haha.. i wont let CS noe de.. keke.. thanks.... it wont b late k!! hehe...
wei hong.. thasnk alot!!! hope u can finish ur dissertation on time.. dun so stress loo. gambateh!! n thasnk for the wishes altho u so bc.. thanks... goo.. thansk alot!!! its amazing.. haha.. u r so so nice!! thanks.....geeng foo, leong kuan n all the SEGi buddies!! thanks alot!!! haha...

ah ma!!! my NC1 mama... u r the best!!! haha.. i miss u so much. n of cos. i wil rmb the redang trip.. but duno when v got tat chance for 10 sis to meet up again....NC1… I miss u all so much~~~n thanks for everythings!!!

stevy!!! thanks alot!!!! thanks thanks thanks!!! v gambateh 2gether k!!! hehe

shaw pei!!! my TAC buddies!! thansk alot!!! i'm so touch. u in uk stil wish me on time.. so touch!! thanks!!!
heng chiang.. thanks for ur bookmark n b'day card. thansk. .i like it so much...

ben, eugene, kendrick... thanks for the surprise b'day cake!!! eemay,michael, yuen fei, eric n justin.. thanks for ur pooh's comforter (grow in dark sumore!!)

to all my frens… no matter u r from KC1.. KC gals high skl… st.john ambulance… NS… SEGi.. Curtin Uni, fren’s frens or colleagues…. All of u!!! I’m so glad to noe u all. Thanks for light up my life!!! Thanks!!!

n of cos!!! my most important!! CHEN'S FAMILY!! u all r the best!!! mucks!!! mummy.. thank for singing the songs for me.. sis!!! thanks for singing canton version... thru sms? haha.. dad.. thanks!! i appreaciate wat u all did!!! i;m so so touch!!! really... miss u~~~

pooh's room for 21st b'day?? haha.... thanks u guys!!!

2nd son

我又多一个儿子啦！！！谢谢你。。。TT

哈哈。。。。。

那就要来放放儿子们的照片咯。。

大儿子已经 7 岁咯！！！ 小儿子才刚刚到！！！哈哈。。

1st of april

happy april fool...

hah..... but at the same time.. its already 1 month... huh... so fast... haa.. time really flies...

nth can say much.... jus hope everyday is a happy day....

今天的你。。特别可爱。。。


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